There was that one time, when my brother said to me that he had never felt like he was lost, wondering what's his purposes in life, et cetera. And I said the same to him at that time, too. Because I hadn't. But ever since he mentioned that, I've been thinking about it on and off for quite some time now. Never too hard though, just sometimes it seems to.. just came up. But anyway that's not really what I want to talk about in this post. I just feel like it's going to be a horrible holiday with nothing to do and no one to be with besides myself. And this is kinda like my last holiday for the rest of my life! Well, at least until I'm retired, but that's like 50 years ahead! So, yeah. And why is it going to suck, here's why:
1. None of my friends are available to go on a vacation with.
2. And those who in the area, are apparently too busy to go out with me.
3. Those who actually have time and want to go with me, I kinda don't want to go with.
4. I was going to go to Malaysia, but too many things came up, so.. maybe I should take a rain check and probably won't go there at all.
5. Because of something, I am a little upset with my friend, therefore, I am too lazy to meet her now.
6. I am single.
7. I have no job.
8. I have no school.
So, apparently, so sum it all up, this holiday seems like it's going to suck.
And I'm not complaining, I'm just stating the truth and the possibility of what might be a horrible holiday.
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